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[sticky post] Introduction~~

Even tough this journal is already made a long time ago, but i i just want to make an introduction post.
so~ just let me introduce my self~
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this journal will be my private blog.
it will contain my daily random things and blabbering and also my fangirls stuffs~
i'm a shy person and usually be a silent reader in any groups or community.
but i want to change that habit!

so please be a friend of mine (i'm not bite~ hehehe~)

blabbering~~

well yeah, i am not so surprised,
this problem happened some months ago, but well yeah the impact just happen now.
see, i said the truth and many others also saw it, that person really said nothing to me after she mad my laptop fell down.
i know, it just an accident, she didn't intend to made it fell, but at least she could said sorry to me right.
but she never said it, she just looked at it and went away, like nothing happened.
and now, when my mom bring that problem up again, she said she didn't know what happened.
she blamed the one that borrowed it.
oh my, i saw the exact thing that happened!
i don't really need any other proof, because i saw it with my own eyes.
and she said she didn't know, and also said that i don't want to become a friend with her because the rumour that goes around us.
well, a part of it is true, because my best friend told me what kind of person she is, i keep a distance with her, but it doesn't mean i really dislike and don't want to be friend with her.
but unfortunately, her attitude is so damn bad. proudly said about her richness, doesn't think about the other feeling and telling them to do this and that.
hey miss.. who are you? we just a classmate. you don't have any right to give any orders, just do your assignment by yourself.
i know you are rich. but remember, there still more other sky above the sky.
there still more people that richer than you. you can't be so proud about that.
and even it not really your fault, because you didn't do that on purpose, but the fact you made it fell, you must at least apologize.
if you did apologize i won't be this mad, you know.
saa~ the fruits fall near the tree. maybe it's true
just hope you find the right way.

[chaptered] Dreams

Title : Dreams (chapter 5)

Cast : YamaChii, OkaJima, Chinen’s family (in this chapter)

Genre : romance, friendship, angst

Rating : PG – PG15

A/N : it almost end. I wont say anything again, but as always sorry for the bad English^^

Summary : Yamada had a dream, and that dream becomes true.


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[chaptered] Dreams

Tittle : Dreams (chapter 4)

Cast/pair : Yamachii, Okajima

Genre : Romance, friendship, angst

Rating : PG-13 to PG-15, NC-17

A/N : the story continue~ i really don’t expected the story will going like this. And more of OkaJima in this chapter. Like usual, sorry for bad English ^^v

Warn : mentioned sex scene (no smut!) and it is long! Longer than the usual I made XD

Summary : Yamada has dreams and his dreams become true.


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[chaptered] Dreams

Tittle : Dreams (chapter 3)

Cast/pair : Yamachii, Okajima

Genre : Romance, friendship, angst

Rating : PG-13 to PG-15

A/N : doumo~~ finally i updated this fanfic. I dont expected this fic will going like this. enjoy this fic, and sorry for the bad grammar ^^

Summary : Yamada has dreams and his dreams become true.


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[chaptered] Dreams - Chapter 2

Title : Dreams (ch.2)

Cast : YamaChii, OkaJima, Chinen’s family (in this chapter)

Genre : romance, friendship, angst

Rating : PG – PG15

A/N : the second chapter, I just wrote down what in my mind, and didn’t realize that it already long enough -.- chinen’s family is involved in this chapter but I don’t know will I involved them again in the next chapter.  Sorry for the bad story for this chapter, sorry for bad English,  just give me a comment so I can make a better chapter for the next one. ^^

Summary : Yamada had a dream, and that dream becomes true.


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[chaptered] Dreams

Tittle : Dreams

Cast/pair : Yamachii, Okajima

Genre : Romance, friendship, angst

Rating : PG-13 to PG-15

A/N : another fiction from me since a long time I’m not making one. Just got the inspiration from my crazy dream, and then the story just flow in my head. Sorry if there’s something weird in this fic, and like always sorry for the bad English ^^

Summary : Yamada has dreams and his dreams become true.


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National Exam and University Entrance Exam

it's already the time. National Exam is coming nearer to me. actually i don't really ready to face it. really really don't ready!
everytime i try to study, and try to solve some physic and math problems, just read the question already makes me sick. really -.-"
i must change,i need to more study, i realize that but i'm too lazy to make a little change for my self. how i can pass the national exam if i'm not study? -.-
and beside that i must prepare my self for university entrance exam. it will be more difficult than national exam. but still, even i realize how difficult it is, i still can't change my self. i can't study too hard. and because of my fangirling things i have a lot of reasons to not study. i don't want my parrents blame my fangirling things that make me study - i just basically too lazy. i'm sure even i don't do fangirl, i stiil be this lazy.
what should i do, to make my self have enough courage to study hard? i need to pass national exam and university entrance exam with a great score. what should i do??? TAT

My New Year Time

New Year is almost come, just some hours again we will say goodbye with 2011 and say hello to 2012.
this new year, i just spend my time in front of my PC, online and fangirling. it reminds me about how i spent my new year time before.

since some years ago, i usually spent the new year time with my family. i my sister, my brother, my cousins, my mom, and my uncle, usually hang out, not to far from my uncle's home. we were together, watched the fireworks. stayed outside until late night and came home at 2 a.m. or if we were not going anywhere, we just stayed at my uncle's home, watching some dvds  abd stayed until the new year is over.
but at 2010, my sister got married, and she went to Bali to live there with her husband. and when the 2011 new year come, i didn't go anywhere. my mom just at home, i wanted to go to my cousins home, but her home is far enough from my house. so it was the first time i spent my new year in home. doing nothing, beside online.
and at that time, someone tweeted about Kouhaku. well yeah it was the live report of Kouhaku, and after that there was a live report of Johnny's Count Down. i felt a little happy because that. cause at least i'm not alone in new year, i was with everyone in the timeline that also enjoying the live report. doing such a fangriling thing in a new year is my new style now.
so it happens again for this year. i don't go everwhere. just stay in front of  my PC, trying to streaming NHK to watch Kouhaku, but the connection is so bad here, so finally i just watching the live report at twitter.
and i feel so happy, realized this one little thing, because i do fangirling, i get so many friends from all over the world. i'm not the type of person that easy to get friends in the real life, but in here, in the internet i can make friends with so many people.
thank a lot for my fangirl friends. thanks thatb you want to become my friends.

and HAPPY NEW YEAR........


PS: 2012pleasebemyyear :)

Kouhaku Uta Gassen


i just think again about it, after somedays ago my twitter's timeline were so crowded because JKT48 will prformed at 62nd Kouhaku Uta Gassen with all of 48 family. almost all of tthe people in my timeline have the opinion like this :"why JKT48 included for performing at Kohaku. they are a new group." and most of them were envy to JKT48 members. well yeah, i also envy, but i also happy and really supported JKT48 to perform at Kouhaku. really, i don't really think bad about they performed at Kouhaku.
and someone tweeted *if i'm not wrong* like this. "Congrats for JKT48, you just debuted for someweeks and already perform at Kouhaku, Arashi needs some years to perform at it."

and because of that tweet, i have a thought again about NYC that also will perform at Kouhaku, and it will be their 3rd time at Kouhaku. some months ago, when i went to my friend's place to asked some Johnny's boys video - included 61st Kouhaku Uta Gassen- i met her sister, that also a fangirl. she's arashi's fangirl. she knew that i like Hey! Say! JUMP and NYC the most at that time. in her room, we watched the first part of Kouhaku. in that part, NYC performing Yoku Asobi Yoku Manabe and 100% Yuuki. and my friend's sister said like this " why NYC can perform in Kouhaku, they new groups right. it's like Johnny really loves them, and used every way so they can perform at Kouhaku"
and that time i just thought, may be she said it because she doesn't like NYC. and i don't felt angry or anything bad, because everyone has their opinion right?

but now, when i think about it again, i find her opinion is a little bit true. NYC is just a new group. compared by their senpai like KAT-TUN, NEWS, Kanjani8, and the others. why Johnny choose NYC to perform at Kouhaku, not their senpai? is true that Johnny really loves NYC or there are other reasons.
well yeah, i don't know the truth, but i'm really happy NYC can perform at Kouhaku, so it means even they are just a newcomer, but they have a big tallent, right.
and i just wanna said, please don't bad mouthing a newcomer that performing at Kouhaku, like JKT48, and NYC in my case. ^^

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